Aiyakk...

Erm....Hurm.......Urm..........Hmmmm.............................

2012-01-28T06:14:00.000-08:00

Erm.........

Hmmmm..............

Can we like.....................

Erm....

Notify me any update or any new gathering at least 18hrs eralier?

It's kinda hard to manage my time, if suddenly wanna meet, n im always miss it :<

Sorry~~~~ :"( I had try my best, but ............
haih, u all know la....i dont want like always or like forever miss it, left out or whatever la~

dunno how to describe, i might express d wrong meaning...byebye, having tough gastric now =(

2011-11-10T21:20:00.000-08:00

信任到底是什么？

反复的回想，我才知道，我不曾信任过任何人。

包括你~

我好失败~

我只希望我可以放下家里的包袱。
只有这样我才会知道信任的意义。

还有，我需要很自豪地说~
我把我内心的黑白世界都掩盖得很好~

One day, I really will suffer from depression. Ish.....
kah yao ahhh~ as long as the completion of my studies, everything will be master in my hands!
HAHAHA..

2011-11-10T21:09:00.000-08:00

Alright...

its been long time i din update my blog again :((((

hohoz...

Im doing some part-time job now, since i cant get in those shop, so......
Im getting business from net, really easy job I had..
it's just EDITING PHOTOS for customer, each pic RM55, n i will giv out RM20 commission to those who find business for me~

LOL..

finally i know how to drive, but still very dangerous to sit in my car.

this Sat nite i will sign doc for my new car..
erm, by right la~i should getting my car nx week, IF ONLY thr's no any mistake on my doc etc.

So.....
u guys should prepare to sit in my car soon>.<|
with safety belt ya=)
N no shouting~LOL

haha....see u guys soon =D

My mood kinda good these few days

2011-10-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

Im kinda relax now
Im kinda enjoying my life now
Im kinda "healthy" now

And

Im really very happy now

I have to spend more time with frens d
i found out d differences.....

IM BETTER now.....

Meet up with piggies in previous days
I found that im really miss ém
haha, im too rou ma d....*SHH*

yeah, frenship forever...
it's been more than 5yrs.....

I appreciate it =)

and yah,

Congratulations to Chai Lynn who won the Champion of Tri-Factor

And finaly u can have a good rest now...
WAHHHH, champion ler......so PRO~
ur future will full of high heels....

Again......i missed it !!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

Urm...sekarang baru 9.58pm...

n i 4got that d mooncake celebration start at 9pm..
how i wish thr's a person could bring me to lynn's hse now ..

have to wait nx yr...dunno nx yr still got or not.?- -

btw, thr's some blockage in my liver. This is due to my family history.
so my lips getting dark n skin have more n more black dots
this is bcoz my body cant detoxify..
i'm having treatment and fasting now.

my final exam will be at 19th sept
estimate will be graduate end of Sept..

have to settle my fee's..

Haiz...getting more n more problems. Every night also nightmare...
Ohya..when it comes to nightmare, i reminded, i dreamed of our cute ejoe...
of course this is not a part of my nightmare, i guess it was a sweetdream, lmao
Alright~it is abt our secondary sch time.
She had chosen to represent smksa for Sejarah quiz..
hahahahaha...n she kept yelled on this opportunity..how cute she is..haha

Tay Yee Joe, see la, how much i miss u ^^ sleep also dream u..take care ya=)

mold.................hoilidays

2011-06-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

almost finish my holidayssss..

very happy to start my course
very boring at home these holidays

i put on weight
T_T

hope i can think more positive way~

我最近的$$状态....（请别吓到）

2011-04-03T05:02:00.000-07:00

因为有买车的想法
所以就很省

省是必然的~

我爸也没什么给我钱~
呵呵

省省$$
也算是好事呗~

早餐不必说了，
来得及就吃，来不及就没吃咯

午餐呢
吃面包还不赖的~
不过，我还是选择吃些正餐~
因为老公会骂~
其实都吃经济饭
拿一样菜，最多也rm2.5-rm3.0
（呵呵，省吧？）

晚餐呢
hmm...
饿了才打算~
下午吃饭了，哪会那么快饿哦

我这个住在外面的学生
啊~80%的$$都花在饮食上哦
这些省下了，就真的很成功了

这样的做法
一个星期可以省下
...............
...............
....................
大概
RM60吧
我不需再去银行提钱了~
我不想再动那边的钱
爸没给我钱的时候，
我至少还能顶
不用去提钱
那些存已久的红包钱~
就别动咯^^

我一没上课
就去做工
哪怕只有4个小时，呵呵
这份工不难可是也不容易
文件一打错，
呵呵~就死定咯
一天大概会做7，8份的东西做吧
我最讨厌的就是
把TRIUMPH的outlet价格给找下来~
头很痛啊~
字体就像蚂蚁那么小~
dizzy

hmm....
我啊~
真的很想买电话
电话掉进水了
现拿去修理
第一所“医院”判它死刑

我很伤心，我想拿回我电话的资料
我坚持要拿回

结果我就送它去第二所“医院”
这所医院，我蛮满意他的解说
所以就决定让它留院咯~

如果修好了，
我真的很想买一架新的，因为我要好好保留这架电话
可是，我买不下新的阿

以前的我
说买就买
不会想，现在因真的很缺钱
所以会三思

我不喜欢touch screen
不是说不喜欢
而是..........
不想去接受我其实很喜欢touch screen

这样的掩盖
真的会帮我省$$
呵呵

我其实去问了价钱哦
最便宜又符合我要的条件
也要RM590
啊~听起来很便宜
可是........

我还是很喜欢x10
不想了，不想了

用回我这个nokia1112吧
↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑
摔一摔，敲一敲，忘了插电
都没问题
呵呵

最近我没什么病哦~

腰酸的
还能顶

眼睛的
在痛着（刚才不小心被烟到）

便秘的
还可以吧

脚趾的指甲
啊，偶尔会疼

脱臼的手
我还是不能抓痒（背后）

烫伤的
疤痕一大堆咯

唯有没变的

就是

胸部的疼痛
它还会痛，可是真的很不敢去scan
师姐她也好忙哦~

我真的问题好多
都是累计下来的
一个没好
又接上一个

朋友们
别忘了，我是一个不健康的小孩

我如果小时候，
不坚持活下来
你们现在就不会遇到我
认识我了
嘻嘻

眼睛又疼了
闪光（astig)真的很高
嘘........不可让妈知道~

掰掰

p/s: 我的华文吊吗？不错呗？呵呵~

Better Life

2011-03-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

End my holidays with part time job...

rest for 1 day is enough for me

prepared for new semester...

我不想再依靠别人

今年9月，
我会出车

希望一切顺利

一毕业

我就会离开这里

我不想再带着面具生活~

我会到我想要去的地方~

Watching Piggies Video Now

2011-03-04T23:25:00.000-08:00

Weeeee....

Do we have chance to watch this video together again?
Do we have part II video?

Haha....

My answer is
YES! we will watch this video together again =p

I will be waiting~

N ya..i miss u PIGSSSS~

2011-02-25T05:11:00.000-08:00

Since when................

i never totally recover from sick..

I cant stand with all de painssss anymore

i will be scanning my body soon

hope there's no bad result :"(

i'm such a fool

2011-02-23T05:15:00.001-08:00

what am i thinking now?

all bushes came out from my mind

damn it!! i should not think of that....

i knew we all were busy our own stuff...

i just wanna say

i miss u all
i miss outings
i miss everything
every moment we had together...

2011-02-05T20:50:00.000-08:00

我好想离开这里。

我

真的好辛苦。

:"(

“泪”你可以不要再来找我吗？

我真的承受不了。

真的好爱你，你对我的冷漠~让我生不如死。

2011-02-02T03:03:00.001-08:00

老公~

我不在的这两天~
要好好照顾身体哦~

还有，对不起啊~

新年快乐~
一切顺顺利利~

伤风快点好噢~

记得抽空啊~

2010-12-27T07:05:00.001-08:00

Will be at Peneng tomorrow.
Weeee=)

I am sooo happy ^_^

Hope everything goes smoothly :D

*Pray Hard*

2010-12-24T09:15:00.000-08:00

Suddenly think of a sentence u said,

"I sent to all of u"

um.....
once i heard this, i was like heart cramp..

U sms to all, except me.

kinda sad...

Between, Congratulation!

Not much to talk about this.

Merry Christmas =) and Good Night.

had a great time with her

2010-12-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

haha...

had a great time with her, although it was just a simple chat.

I was so bored, n she appear....

she's my only fren who can makes me laugh hardly infront my screen LOL

We had a great time because of uploading some pictures that i captured from 1 day trip.

We love foods,

We love spicy food which is not too spicy XD

We love BKT with lots of mushroom,

and

We love "sayur" goreng with belacan :)

hahahahaha...

i will bring you here 1 day as what i had promise ^^

Mushroom

2010-12-17T02:39:00.000-08:00

Im always tired~

am i sick?

denggi?

hate it!

when there's appointment, that's de time i sick?
am i really so "lucky"?

when im totally free, den.............blablabla~

seriously, I really wanto join u all~=(

Jane Tan Sze Yiin--> Happy Birthday ya=)i owe u 1 meal XD

speechlessxxxxx

2010-08-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

*yawn
the only word to describe me now is yawn!

is there any *free+boring*..blablabla~~..those words to place on me now?

NO!! definately NO!

i wish to have a nice sleep now!

--in an aircond room
--with dim light
--lots of pillows

2010-07-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

tired.....

累了~

Yeah~~

2010-06-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

blue diamond....

i got it!!

/wink /wink....

suddenly~~

2010-06-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

你在干嘛？
我在看电话书！
噢~你要买电话哦？
嗯，我的电话要坏了。。。
我也是哦。。。可是我没钱买，因为RETAKE已经花了一笔钱。。。
我买给你吧！
吓？真的吗？我要SONY AINO喔~~很贵叻！
不用紧~我一起买两架，便宜很多！老婆，不过你要给我点时间！暂时没那么多钱~
你.................
嗯?
你怎么肯在我身上花那么多钱啊？
我.....怎么不可以啊?你是我老婆啊!
那我出500..
不行~你的钱留着交学费!!
真的吗?一架RM1300叻!
不用紧老婆!不过,你要给我点时间....
嗯~我会的!不过,我的电话要死了...我会让它不死先...哈哈..

我会记住这些话的~哈哈!不过,让我出一点可以吗??
我不想你花太多钱!

im still alive :)

2010-06-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

haha...
piggies~~
im still alive....
i really damn so miss u all....
damn miss!!
but....
i really have a tonne of things to complete..
oh ya! im finish malaysian studies & moral studies in 3 weeks time!!
really a shoooooooooooooooooooooooort sem for me!!

1st:
"retake" pre-calculus...
need need attend tutorial class..
so still busy during holiday...

2nd:
next sem, we all DHS batch required to take 7 subs~
this is a sudden plan from college...
the PHD-> Dr, Mashal wan to speed up our syllabus...
the subs are:
1) embryology
2) calculus
3) medical writting
4) ultrasound in abdomen
5) bio chemistry
6) human anatomy & phisiology 2
7) genetics

i got a news that...biochem might change to psycology
.....so....i really hope it will change

3rd:
i din work as telemarketing /wink
although i cant earn $$
but it is a good news for me!
haha...coz it's really bore!!

4th:
i might go malacca on 24th June....

5th:
i will graduate at June 2011 :)

6th:
haha....actually i should stop at 4th..haha...but i continue till 6th...

tats all from me!

p/s: sorry for SIMPLY reply chai lynn in msn!!i was busy that time!

im failure~~

2010-05-25T06:31:00.001-07:00

i fail 2subs in sem4...
-->human anatomy & precalculus!!

no$$

need rm600 to resit....

hate myself..
wondering y my anatomy will fail..
fuck
/depression.....

I WANTO SCREAM OUT LOUDLY...

hey....

2010-04-23T11:11:00.000-07:00

rest for 1 week no sdo....

u bleed alot liao~

你的朋友~

2010-04-22T03:46:00.000-07:00

你的朋友~

真的是。。。。。

如果我们真的分手，你只能怪他。。。

看到那时，
你懂我的心跳停顿了几秒吗？

不过，这件事。。。
让我知道。。。
我们的感情多深了。。。

下次别让他懂你的电话了~

不然的话。。。。

874咯~

好想要.............................................

2010-04-20T08:03:00.000-07:00

好想要超舞那套哦！

翅膀+咪咪眼+镜子...........

可是他说，别想，别想！！

55~

靠自己了....

LEADER好浪漫~

几时才轮到我呢?

jz received a msg

2010-04-15T08:51:00.000-07:00

i love u not because of who u r, but because of who i am when i am with u...

happy birthday Honey~~

2010-04-08T06:04:00.000-07:00

happy birthday ejoe~
^^

she's 19 le~~hahahaha......
old 'women~'
im still young!!^^"

& also yday de ssy...
haha..2 also old liao...im stil young...

today had my human anatomy test.....
nx week present nervous system~
n also need to pass up assignment...
haha
den will end my 3rd sem...
for sure mz pass my exam....

hahaz....
last thursday had blood donation....
and today watch DMI acting....
their drama is cool....
and some of them really cry on de spot...

can b actor d..
no need study radiography~
^^

awesome~~

and one more time....
happy birthday ney~(dun lao sai liao)
, ssy happy bday too~
and ya..happy alwaya o~~

p/s: need to present poem 2mr...., i need to read it full of feeling= ="

gotta end wit pic of us & B.D pic~

ssy~

she's still so cute~

de romantic guy in drama today....->darren

today damn sui~~

2010-04-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

i absent to class...

at 1st mum said, wanna pray~~( qing ming )
sddly say wanna pray den....
and it is a must~
so i need to absent to pre calculus again...
it's de 3rd time....
it's hard to catch up man....
my maths sucks....

manatau.....
dad's car sddly jem~~
cant works well.....
so, who gonna fetch me back tonight...??
2mr need to pass up assignment....

i not print yet.....

and.............i miss my lappy-> COMPAQ.....

final exam coming~~
/pray .....

and April fool...
blood donation held tat day....

altho i din donate...
but~
i feel happy~~
and...
i know i din help them alot...
as i hate to do publicity~
i will change my attitude...
in order to help every activity be successful~

i wanna be a responsible "girl"...

im 19 now...argh...feel like old le....

he's going to peneng work~~
T.T

KEY~

2010-03-25T04:37:00.001-07:00

he's born at 23.09.91 ....= ="

........

2010-03-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha...
i siao alry...
dunno when, dunno why, dunno wats going on~~
i suddenly so love KEY...

he's a member from SHINee..
a korea group...

oh gosh....
im addicted...
theor song RING DING DONG....
de mv so nice...
i love that dance...

and KEY ....
altho he's a bit girl girl...
a bit only lar...
but i dunno why i love him much...
omg!!!!

i describe him as 蘑菇头...
argh~ cham!!!

Yang gonna kill me...
everyday talk ph wit him...
i also key here n there.....
zzzz = ="

anyway~LOVE KEY & I LOVE YANG FOREVER...
haha...i noe he's a bit beh song as i everyday also key here n there....^^"
(paiseh oh dear)

haha...i would like to share KEY's photo..

oh ya...im chasing a "drama" now..
damn nice...
Hello Baby! by SHINee...
yong guen so cute (de baby)

i also love his hair~^^"
= =" i totally siao d!

Hello baby~

Key~i love his hair!

again~his hair...

SHINee!

Human nutrition~

2010-03-02T00:30:00.000-08:00

yday, 10pm only start revision
total 7 chaps...
haiz...den i write all de points til 5am...
cant tahan...den sleep~

coz i tot 2day exam is at noon...
i can memorize it lunch time...

haiz dunno y, it sddly chg to morning~
den i die laa....

i mix up all de nutrients..
freak me out man!!

im gonna lost this 20%.....

argh...
de day after 2mr is anatomy test.....
need to swallow over 200 slides...

i should start now~^^

do ur best Jo!!

last thing,

I HATE HER,
feel like wanna stay away from her,
but wad to do?
will meet her everyday,
except weekends!!!!!!
*sigh*

im sad u noe?

married~

2010-03-01T05:55:00.000-08:00

i married with him in sdo~
haha....
dun mistaken...its not a real wedding...
anyway~we dc after married....
weird streamyx!!!

here's some pics....
n thx louise n qi wei attend MY WEDDING....

anyway~it's a good try for me!

all of us...

qi wei~

louise~de pro n dis blue diamond need at least rm400.....expensive~

i love u^^"

once in a life time!! i love dis song~

CNY 2010

2010-02-24T04:33:00.000-08:00

1st day,
de only thing to describe was HOT...
hot weather~
bathe 5 times a day~~
zzz =="

2nd day~
fall sick...

3rd day~
still sick...

honestly, i 4got wad i did in CNY~
^^

anyway~ spend de most happy day is with piggies~

i love them 4ever~~

here's some pic~

i..........

2010-02-03T04:56:00.000-08:00

i'm not single anymore~

so, dunno how to inform u all....

so just write at here...

tat's all lor....

busy wit studies nowadays~

so, less update~

2009-12-24T08:59:00.001-08:00

hohoz....

18 dec 2009...

y laa? my phone boh battery tat time?

haiyo..jane bday leh....
she phoned me and i din pick up...
*sobz

i used to throw my phone aside....
so, this is da feedback??

lol...

jane really pretty n hot now....

see see....
mushroom change to leng *MUSHROOM*

haha...dun kill me ar jane.....

anyway~she was cute when she's in mushroom....

ohohoho...
happy birthday ya...de last wishes....

2009-12-24T08:39:00.000-08:00

哈哈。。。放假了。。。
有点开心..

&明年我要搬家了...yes!!

不过还很忙,orientation 的东西超麻烦的!

姐弟恋......
我适合吗?

最近都跟他很好...

啊!!!

我只懂...

对他有感觉~

my coming holiday~

2009-12-19T20:35:00.000-08:00

alomost 1 month din go back klang....

i miss it a lot...
i miss everything at thr...

*my parents of course..
*piggys(misses since long time ago)
*bed
*birdy
*bkt......
*badminton court

so...
how's my final..

it's all damn shit..

n i left 2 subjects to go...

1)pathogenesis of disease
2)mathematics

POD i got low marks though....

agrh....

low marks reminds me epidemiology..

fcking subject

it is last n de 1st for DHS need to take dis subject..

wth it is??

stupid officer..
dunno plan at all...

my holiday~~~
i need to busy again...

im de committee of Jan intake orientation...

in charge 1st day activity,treasure hunt n outdoor...

haha.....i hope it is fun...

holiday fr 24th-4th...
but i need to back at 2nd jan...

so like like laa..

mayb cannot meet piggies anymore.....
sobz...
sad sad.....

final exam

2009-12-10T09:30:00.000-08:00

next week final exam....

and...

im regretted...

dun ask me y...

im just regret...

emo-ing?

no!no!no!

not my style~

anyway~love hendry a lot..

he's my sifu too..

he taught me smash....

so........

tq him.....

n im lazy to post nowaday~~

stupid epidemiology

2009-12-06T10:17:00.000-08:00

wat de hell....
i hate it..
freak me out....

not understand...

n

i hate memorize without understanding......

shittt~~

how to go for test 2mr....

Gwendolyn's 18th birthday

2009-11-19T08:25:00.000-08:00

haha...19.11.09~~~ her bday...

she...hmm.......really hard to give surprise...

n i fail this time....

urgh~.........

she knew we're giving her surprise...
intelligent gal..
anyway~happy birthday to her again...

we went badminton jz now...with chang and wensiew...
hehe..nice game today...very fun...

i did my presentation badly...

sucks~

haiz.....altho it is grouping dis time,
luckily, de marks is individual~
or not......
i wil pull gwen down to water ....

i hate presentation...
stupid...always nervous....

kinda sleepy now..2 days din slp properly..
both also doing presentation and assignment...
sleep at 5am...

lastly,
hope she will like de present...
i really think for so long....
n i think she will like it...

thank u to those who help me...
jasmine....hehe

p/s: dis bday gal bite a lolipop all over de celebration....kinnakia...

the pic 12am++ 19.11.09

secret recipe chocolate indulgence

ivy..n Gwendolyn...tall vs. not so tall

nice rite?i choose de..hehe

miss angel n Gwendolyn

all of us...

2009-11-18T05:04:00.000-08:00

am i still knowing u?

finally, my prediction is all correct....

n i know wat u want now....

sorry...

i won disturb u anymore...

changed or this is their own attitude?

2009-11-10T00:08:00.000-08:00

haiz....
getting tired~~

i cant differentiate those ppl nowaday..

they act differently everyday...

should i believe them?

jz knew for few months...
sometimes treat me so good...sometime sucks...
worst den stranger sometimes...

i only can believe few of them at here...
for sure include my best fren ----GG

hehe....she damn funny wan lar...
feel happy when campur wit her...

i miss them...
i watch de VCD las weekend....
suddenly miss high school..
haha....

de time we boom, hav fun, play, shopping.....

ohoho..n also our 'pina' form..[dunno spell]

dunno they stil rmb wat we had plan?

WEAR 'PINA' TO SHOPPING MALL...

haha....anyway~
i will be busy n stress after this Thursday..

=>test
=>presentation
=>assignment
=>exam
=>student council

oh ya~
dunno jane got mad at me o not?
because of wat i posted in fb...
de 1st time she comment on my status...

it is a good news for me?

NO!!
it is not a wishing or normal comment though....

haiz..anyway~
im din take it serious for anything i wrote in fb..
unless it is sth about my hostel...

for piggys...
if got anything..
i will write in my blog instead of fb...

fb worldwide wan ehh...
summo my relatives r in my frenlist...
how can i luan luan lai....

haha...
anyway~sorry jane!!!

To: Jane Tan Sze Yiin
pls msg me or reply me after u saw dis...whether u got mad at me o not?
[dunno u got read my blog o not?haha..i admited my blog kinda messy n not interesting..haha everyone knew that^_^"]

i think u wont de la hor??
but do me a reply ....ok??
or not i wil guo yi bu qu~~

n one thing...

I HATE HER...

of course not piggys member, dun misund.........

love my true fren 4eva~

2009-11-07T21:09:00.000-08:00

now i realize that...
badminton string need to retie every 3 months....

because...

de string will lose tension when:

u play especially to those who keep smashing
u put aside or hang it...didn't use it....
or in da hot place e.g:car..

this all will make ur string lose n lost de exact tension that u had...

in order to improve ur self~~change it to de suitable tension..

for retie:
no money added...u jz have to buy de string...pay de string $$ can d...^^
about 20++...

for me,
tension=24
price=RM23

so like that laa~~

want to retie badminton string or change grip or buy racket...

find me ya!!!

haha.....

i can get a cheaper price for u...

2009-11-07T08:28:00.000-08:00

Being so hectic again….
Today morning purging again, feel sucks….
My “large snake” was cramp…..
N my tears flow out in succession…
In that moment, I decided something ME, JOSEPHINE ONGI LEE LING_NOT GOING ABDULLAH CHAN EAT AGAIN..
Urgh! Damn it!!

I went clinic again….
Waste $$...donate to clinic always….
T_T

After that went KX badminton Gallery…
I change my 2 rackets grip n 1 string….
Retie de string…
N I spend RM47 for it…
I’m really not willing to do that..
But what to do?
De rackets…
Im not de one to spoil it…
It’s other ppl spoil..
Should I ask them pay for me?
I’m definitely regretted lending my racket to her…
She terbuang my racket summon de grip damn suck when I hold on it…
De most weird thing is…
She never drops her own racket…
But mine, she always drop it….
Is it means, she’s a selfish person?
Definitely yes!!
She spoiled my 18 yo birthday present that given by my mum…
N this racket is my mum chooses herself….de string, de grip, de frame…
Do u noe how meaning ful is it?
I’m using another racket to train myself..
that racket is heavy
in order to train myself…
I must use heavy racket instead of using weightless racket..
This is de reason y I dun use my bday present..
Anyway, I did complain to my mum…
N she gives me advice….
So im not so mad now….just loves to blame...^_^
Just feel not worth…
One thing…
I WONT BORROW MY FAVOURITE RACKET TO ANYONE….

retie de string n grip..

receipts..

After KX…

Go back home eat medicine den slp…
Dam sleepy…
Oh ya..
Sorry for late reply Joanna n aris msg…
Coz de content seems urgent…
Sorry yah….
No electric now..damn hot …

N they’re going Thailand..
4a.m..

I got many presentation n assignment need to hand up next week…
So cannot go…
Haiz…
T_T

Okla..it’s time to end my post..

2009-11-04T02:58:00.000-08:00

this subject really killing me!

squeeze out all my brain juice....

kinda tear off all de notes n smash my lappy...

fxxk off! i will let 'u' dissolve in my brain soon....

good luck in my pathogenesis of disease test 2mr...

n did i mess up everything??

sorry abt thaT...kinda blurr n dunno what i want actually!

n also meeting 2mr....argh...
is it possible for me to keep silent in de meeting?

2009-10-30T08:58:00.000-07:00

i edited..n captured by me!!!

2009-10-30T01:49:00.000-07:00

just finish our student council election...

there's all not de same what i thought of...

at 1st....
i had figure out who will be de president-----Jas or Chris...

but............

my little Gwen became president...
haha..i'm really happy with it too...!!!

for sure i did vote her....

let's describe de pattern she shown us....

B4 she show us i alr imagine...
i knew that she 100% will screw up her forehead n ask what happen,surely will be showing her BLURR face too!!

haha^^
what i had imagine is really happen + she shout on de spot "but im stil young" haha..dis sentence hor, everybody laugh...n brandon answered "u tot dis is world president a?[sth like dat,i cannot rmb d]damn funny la her...
do u all know y i would know that,i mean my imagination?
answ: She took off her spect b4 de election starts^_^...

Gwen-->she damn cute lar....1st time saw her...........hmm..1st time saw her really got feel paiseh de pattern...haha

and....de scary thing started now...

tat time im nervous too..scare our Gwen will DONATE my name too-->Numonee...

at 1st... she mention my name for Treasurer ...
omg!!if i really got dis...i need to collect $$ from whole vision coll student..
ohnononono!!
i dwn...
luckily takda kena...kekekeke...

n de 2nd time...i sddly appeared in Event Coordinator position...
hmmph..honestly!i felt quite nervous n happy altho i dunno wat's dis position abt[ actualy i noe wan laa, but not sure XD can c from de word "event" mah,tat time i guess mayb it's abt create event de]

manatau...i got dis position n together v Sonia...

hmmph....few words to describe my feeling...
happy n nervous n shock....
as this time is de 1st time really got ppl support me... [ at least gt lil bit votes]
n in high sch..i used to be outsider..=.="

gwen wants me to hold a position..hehe...luckily she din forget what we had plan for...
i mean hor...is de type of nervous till forget de forget...

ok~ this is part 1 for de election...

PART 2 [after election]

i was thinking tat...
gwen wil b very bz...n she needs to face many prob....
really good luck to her...
n i wil giv her advise as wat i can do lo....
hope she wil b ok in de future time....
there surely many unsatisfaction n politician ....
haiz....i wil backup for her??i hope so...

n i dunno winnie is de type of really support sports or only donation type..haha...impo all event also abt donate dis n dat ba..
this is wat i thinked....makes sth fun...so that vision college will be vision college....

(((doop doop doop~~sddly so many ideas come out in my mind...)))

so like tat laa..i alry prepared....
dunno others prepared d???

i hope 09/10 student council wil be de most successful n peaceful n arrangeable......

GO FOR IT!!!

2009-10-16T10:06:00.000-07:00

1991年6月26日 3.59pm 她出世了…

她可说是幸福的小孩,

黄家的长孙…

每个人都疼他..

理所当然的…

她是受宠的一个宝贝..

到了幼稚园, 因为她胆小….结果被欺负….

有一天,

她被欺负所留下的痕迹,被她爸爸看到了…

她爸爸立刻去算帐…

在那一刻,她真的感到非常幸福,被受保护的…..

爸爸就成了她心目中的英雄…

到了华小,

他非常艰苦, 因为他重小是英文教育…突然间来到了华小….

她听不懂身边的人所说的话,包括老师们…

她就每天静静的坐在角落,不接触任何人,孤孤独独的…

世界就像黑白似的..

没有朋友..

惟有让她觉得这世界还有色彩的是….

英文节…

因为这是她唯一能与他人沟通的一刻…

她持续这些生活大半年…

快要二年级时,

她妈妈终于找她一个补习老师..

那时,妈妈终于有休假..

才有时间关心她…

不过,妈妈每天会对她说她爸的好…

因为她爸没什么时间陪着她…

她妈的用意是要她长大后记得她爸…

而这时妈也开始让她做家务,帮忙做菜…

到了三年级,她由于华语进步了,就上了第一班…

这也是她恶梦的起步……………..

她的压力开始了,

同时家庭也开始慢慢裂开…

三年级的某一天…

他们吵架…

她隐隐约约看到了一点…

撞墙的,巴掌的,喊叫声….

不过,婆婆却把她带进了房间…

在学校呢,还是一样没朋友….

不被器用,只有她的英文老师是她的朋友..

同时,英文老师也让她当了英文学会主席..

她又紧张又开心的..

同时,也有人不服她而开始暗算她….

这是她还是一样胆小..

每天提心吊胆地到学校去…

有一天被ELYK冤枉,被处罚了…

不敢对她爸妈说,因为怕ELYK中骂(很笨吧?)…

就这样,四年级又退下第二班..

四年级开始…

她开始没那么孤僻了…

因为有球队,开始与他人接触…

有个男的THS对她实在好,每天会给她东西(可能她是唯一比较不会炸人的女生吧)

他送了她好多’心’的东西..

那时她旁边是LCC坐..与他每天炸来炸去..

五年级….

还是LCC坐她旁边,他会牵她的手…

上课时,下课时…

还真浪漫呢!^^

那时真开心…华语也变好了…

哈哈…

六年级,

遇见了他..

他,WSK….

坐她旁边,又与她外婆租房子..

她与他每天放学一起回家…

每天去他家,他也每次准时送她回家…

他的数学很好..

Weekend 就一起打篮球…

累了,就偷进班休息,躺着看天花板…

由于guard会来寻..他们有时会躲在厨里或角落..

我们就不小心成了学校的情侣..

又一次,她玩他,喷他水…

ELYK 去告发..结果,老师要处罚…

他却帮她顶下来了..说是他先要喷她,不过却弄倒在他自己的裤子..

结果挨了八鞭…

那时,她不懂为什么心会那么不舒服(酸)

说真的,她真的很慢熟..

Haiz..

他帮她…………………………………………….
---拿书…
---拿米(鸡吃的)..
---顶罪…

真是一个好人..

他真的很懂事,可能是他妈得了乳癌…

她也每天帮他煮给他弟妹吃…

有一天,她不小心被他吻到了..

而且,被三个人看到---TCP,FZH,NBL,CYN & YWY

这五个是名副其实的大嘴巴…

不到一下子,全校都知道..

她又在受保护的情况下成长了…

中学时期..

遇见了她的好姐妹了….TYJ…

不过,

F3 就有些变动…
F1—1st class
F2---2nd class (miserable season)

F4 全部不同班了…

友情??还好啦…

不过认识了,CCYX

他真是好笑…

他爱情真的是……糟糕!!!(when you saw this, don’t angry ya!)

Is complicated la~

哈哈!!

也和KLKW交往半年…
分手原因: 没时间陪对方,父母限制,过后,他也去JB 接手他爸的分店了.

[开始把’ ’她’’ 改成’’我’’ 因为一直打错字]

F5猪家族成立了…
哈哈..
Vivian Soh, Suet Ying, Yee Joe, Sarah Lee, Me, Ai Lene, Chai Lynn & Sze Yiin ;
湄，莹，茹，莹，玲，苓，铃，盈….

茹交了男友..恭喜她…
友情也减少一点了咯（我老实说）….

说真的,
如是我的第一个好朋友…
所以我很珍惜她…

我的朋友便多了….很开心…

朋友是我的一部分子吧!我只有朋友能说心事…

毕业了~

成绩好差…

14.12.08

小学聚会….

遇回他…

拍了好多照片,他也要求把照片洗出来….

哈哈哈!!开心的很….

拍照时,盈与铃经过…

2009年….

家庭碎裂的开始…

4月9日

得知我有弟弟和妹妹…

同父异母…

以泪洗脸的,

谢谢茹的安慰!

我真的很伤心~

爸爸一向都是好爸爸的膜样(除了他好凶)…

我接受不到…

我妈也一定很辛苦,守了8年….

妈也是后来才知道他有孩子在外….

妈把我教得很好…

不然,我现在一定不会认他…

5月..我也开始去COLLEGE,KELANA JAYA…

妈妈的忧郁症严重了…

她每天吃安眠药…

我呢,三艮半夜被吵醒…

他们就叫我传话…

我真的很讨厌,

你们这样,我真的很辛苦…

我一下子必须接受那么多东西….

而且每次吵架我就会得知你们的一些往事…

妈~

你每次要我说爸…
你以为我不会伤心吗??
每次吵架后,就要我把我刚知道的事情去讲爸…
难道你每次没发现我都哭得很伤的吗?
你们吵架时,可不可以直接坦白全部?
别事后才坦白一切…然后又要我传话。

你们把我搞得很不想回家….
我每次回去那边都要担心家….

尤其是妈…
你别每次离家出走可以吗?外面很危险！
别吃安眠药可以吗?
别每天把爸爸的气话当真好吗?
你们要离婚我无所谓…
不过,我很清楚确定…
你需要爸….
你别在折磨自己好吗?

我真的很心疼…

我不能专心读书…

还有爸,
你可不可以别每次嘶吼吗?
真的很恐怖…
你会偷偷跟我说,你的心脏会痛，你爱妈….
你就别那么坏脾气好吗?
你们每次吵还不是为了钱?
我不读书了,这样可以吗?

虽然妈不应许,不过我很确定爸想我停学…

PTPTN 得不到还不是我的错!!
都是我没用!!
你们懂吗?
你们吵架都是为了我…
有时,我真地落到极点时…
我真的想永远消失在这世界上…[这消极的方法让我真的很XXX..]
那~你们就不会那么辛苦了…

你们昨天吵到5点…
我也5点才睡…
我真的很累,

爸爸气爆上,说要离婚….
那时,我真的很伤心,
家庭真的碎了…
他也叫我别读了..
不过,我真的不想就这样放弃掉…
我以前可能会选折放弃…
不过现在不会了…

妈妈,你别把爸说的当真可以吗?
你也应该懂,他最爱说气话…

还有,
你们每次对我说的都不一样…

我不懂该相信谁..

连自己的父母,我都很难去相信…那我真的很………………

你们每次一气说的话,就不一样..
让我活得很厌倦..

我很少找人诉苦..

茹?我不懂她得空才是不得空,因为都没跟她联络…

文呢?就…….别去烦她了啦!!

这件事只是5个人知道..
JOE,LENE,CALEB,GWEN & KARYEN

很抱歉..
现在告诉你们咯…
以前我不想家丑外露..
不过想了又想…
因为你们都是我的真心朋友…
我不想你们对我一无所知咯…
有时可能会突然对你们脸臭臭的..

对不起啊~
因为真的很难控制…

就提醒你们…
别再说我没兄弟姐妹,然后在家里很宝之类的…
这会让我想起这些事…
OK?

有什么意见,
sms找我…
我真的很需要你们帮忙…
因为,我真的不懂该怎么解决他们的事..
彩铃不会看华语,对不起啊!
因为我必须打华语,我不想让我姑丈看到…

earthquake.

2009-09-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

haha..

sitting infront my lappy...

n felt shaking here n there..

tot im fainting bcz my ear..

but..

there's actualy earthquake..

syok~

if really earthquake..

i will die 1st...

as my hostel always crack here n there altho no earthquake...

wakaka...

2009-09-30T02:49:00.000-07:00

慢性盲肠炎。。

发作了。。

好痛！

GosSipu

2009-09-25T04:33:00.000-07:00

hehe...
gossipu came from gossip...

haha..lets gossip everything here!!!

fun leh....

love u gals...

2009-09-24T05:28:00.000-07:00

nice？

2009-09-23T23:08:00.000-07:00

Back to hostel..
today coll has blood donation campaign..
less ppl...

n they giv us some notice n give to de ppl outside thr..
i just place de notice on ppl's car den went bk hostel..

really not feeling well..

mayb is de pain killer n antibiotics..

anything..now is back to hostel..
ok d..

n got my assignment topic..

CROHN DISEASE
it is sth about stomach, around tat area..

hope i can do it well...
as miss fong..
our pathogenesis lect
she is strict..

argh...
my ear...still painfull n swallow ...
our inner ear was only bones n skin..
so if it swollen..
it will pull de nerve...
n it caused me headache,jaw pain n eyes pain...

so....

faster recover la my dear ear....

tat day luckily got eat painkiller b4 go lynn hse..

or else,i'll bin cao cao at her hse...

wakaka...

gonne search as much info for my assignment..

+u Jo

Schedule

2009-09-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

Wednesday 9.00a.m - 12.00p.m

Thursday 9.00a.m - 12.00p.m ___ 2.00p.m - 5.00p.m

Friday 1.30p.m - 4.30p.m

Saturday 9.00a.m - 12.00p.m

haiz

2009-09-19T05:26:00.001-07:00

my teeth suka suka den bleed...

cham de..

eat orange...orange got blood

everyday drink blood like vampire..

my gums not good liao meh?
impossible laa

haiyo...

shit..

期待着明天~

Apologize

2009-09-19T03:01:00.000-07:00

emo-ing dis whole day...

haiz...

dunno y so moody ...

apologize to de ppls surround me!!!

u all sure feel annoying!!

2009-09-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

just back from college..
today class till 5pm...

lol...tiring..

9am to 12pm is Pathogenesis of Disease

and

2pm to 5pm is Epidemiology and Clinical Investigation

Pathogenesis is quite interesting while Epi is a really bored subject..
just like history..

Patho is study bout how de disease work n Epi is about analysis de virus etc..

2mr bio statistic..
de happiest thing is..i no need wake up at 8am...hehe..as de class starts at 1.30pm..

ohohoho...

n 1 thing i love Pathogenesis lect.
her notes is clear n likes de way she teach~

there's some sunlight..

2009-09-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

1st day study in new environment...
hehe...
quite good...
new environment is better den de old wan..
5 floor..
but 4th n 5th floor not done yet...

i think 5th is lab...
n de 4th floor dunno is what..

new course added in my coll====Nursing

today study personal development..
3 batches study together..
feb, may n sept intake together..
sept only 3 students..
damn kolian...

i got my results today..
haiz...
gonna shoot by mum soon...
hope she dun send me to aus...
haiz..
i dun wan~

here's some pics share v u all...

lobby??

lab....

library(not done)

toilet

2009-09-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

你说，
你讨厌我骂你…...
受委屈时第一想到我……

你会，
陪我度过每个难关……
给我最好的鼓励……
唠叨我……
容易吃我的醋……
与我分享你的每分快乐时刻……

那…….
你直接开口，可以吗？

别那么大男人…
一切都以猜测行事
三年了…..
老实说，
我已经非常厌倦了！

2009-09-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

just back from mamak..
back to hostel today...

and me ,Q,Ellin and Aris went suway n subang parade..

we watched murderer....
de story similar v orphan...

hehehe...
den went subang parade...

ellin need to return de calculus book to alex...

gonna wake up at 7.30 ltr..
class start at 9...
2mr personal development...

3batches join together for dis class...
is it a good news???

NO...
totally not...!!!!
hate to study in a crowded environment..
haiz....

oct still got a holiday..
yay!

2009-09-14T01:05:00.000-07:00

went jj just now....wanna choose lynn present..haiz....
too rush..not enuf time to choose...
think to buy xxxxxx for her...
hehe..cannot laa..dis present need time to choose de..

n we had dinner at black canyon...
so full~

haiz...change date d..
2mr only goin back to hostel..

jz received gwen msg..
she remind me to bring swimming suit to hostel...
haih...
im phobia to swimming eh..
Gwen ah..can i pretending forget to bring back??

lol..scare they will kill me..
actually, i love to c ppl swim....
n i dun like to swim...
nose very sensitive..

gonna end my post~~

Happy birthday chai lynn...
earlier wish from me...
tc yah...

tiring~

2009-09-12T09:35:00.000-07:00

am really tired today..

exhausted~~

tmr gonna pack n prepare go back hostel..

haiz...

dunno how was my result???

nervous~~

...press wrong

2009-09-11T02:46:00.001-07:00

press wrong jz now...

lazy go edit liao...

i upload here lahh

show u my birdy~

cute leh?
haiz..din take pic v sarah....

si kor~

2009-09-11T02:22:00.000-07:00

haiz..dis few days really si kor at home..

missing my college suddenly..
sometimes busy life was good for me..

hmph...
wednesday went cinema~
watch final destination and G.I Joe...
final destination = 1 hr n 18 min (cut lots wei~)
G.I Joe = nice movie
n b4 G.I Joe sddly saw wk..
owch...cannot recognize him...
not really cannot recognize him laa...
just........................
i was thinking something tat time...
but i also got hi wit him laa...

haiyo..de denggi spray spray wan sddly came..
damn it...

i eat eat eat at home...
i think i gain weight again...
phew~

at home EAT + SLEEP...
sometimes went for basketball n badminton...

holiday 1 week like 1 month leh..

anyway.....
i really si kor...

oh ya!!
piggies...
hmmph!!!
TQ......

n

hehehehe

i got new contact photo for jane,ssy n lene...
wakaka..

after dis week..
gonna start coll life..
i think i wil b bz as dis sem is a short sem..
every arrangement sure pack....

how will b my ..
new lect?
new coll environment?(coll is moved)
new class?
new junior?

ohoho...

online..

2009-09-11T00:14:00.000-07:00

finally streamyx is available at my home...

haiz...16th gonna back to college..

most of de subjects related to add maths...

T.T..

HELP!!

2009-09-05T02:53:00.001-07:00

HELP!!!

...=.=

2009-09-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

at sarah hse now..
just finish badminton...

im really tire...
yday i slept at 3am..
hmm...
is because of my parents quarrel..

both of them "ran" out from hse..
dad went out den mum went out..
it wAS abt 1am..
i slept tat time...
but hav to wake for them.

and.........................................

im really sad..n miserable..

i wil try not to emao later...
when eating..n mayb jj...

dun feel wanna go back..

but as a daughter..
i cannot b like tat....

uhh~~!!

Klang~

2009-08-31T00:04:00.000-07:00

Jo back in klang now..

happy to meet piggies...

happy to meet everyone...

after badminton~
tire....

i realize one thing...

i totally outdated..

T_T

my bluetooth is spoil...
maybe infrared also not functioning anymore!!

i cannot get wat r they trying to tell...

help~~

i dont wanna be like tat...

i dont wanna far apart from u all...

i dont wanna be like tat...

feel sucks...

some misund happen btw me n lynn...
anyway...
now ok d...
tats y..communication is important den anything...
this is alwiz de source tat cause misunderstanding always..

n frenship forever pigs...

....

2009-08-28T20:32:00.000-07:00

今天~

黄丽玲

死了...

惨了！！

2009-08-28T20:20:00.000-07:00

我不想回家

他在我家

我不懂怎么面对他

茹，文...救我！！！

cheh

2009-08-28T05:54:00.000-07:00

dunno y so hard to post that...
heng...

cheh...

grr...

haiyo!

for fUn!!

2009-08-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : Teh O ais
2. Last phone call : Caleb
3. Last text message: Hey dar..y call me?

4. Last song you listened to : All My Life
5. Last time you cried : 15.8.09

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: means??
7. Been cheated : always
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: NO!!!
9. Lost someone special: yepp
10. Been depressed: yepp
11. Been drunk and threw up: impossible~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yepp..lots...
16. Fallen out of love: nope!
17. Laughed until you cried: yepp..oh..caused by gwen n Q~
18. Met someone who changed you: yepp
19. Found out who your true friends were: yepp
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yepp
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yepp
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All
23. How many kids do you want?: 0
24. Do you have any pets: yepp..my birdy~
25. Do you want to change your name: never think about it!!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: lol...party...n 2 surprises..n 3 cakes..lol..de 1st time had such many surprises..love em much
27. What time did you wake up today: 8am__Human Bio exam
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: revision + chat v another Ongi from turkey..lol..such a handsome guy...he looks lk Chin as well..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: badminton..n sports club on coll
30. whats in ur mind now: pass bio
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:slimmer
32. What are you listening to right now: 醉赤壁-JJ
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: piggies
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
36. Whats your real name : Josephine Ongi Lee Ling
37. Nicknames: JoJo, dolphine...lots eh
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female?:Female
41. Elementary?:SJK(C) Chung hua
42. Middle School?: SMK Sri andalas
43. High school/college?:Vision College, Kelana jaya
44. Hair colour: ash brown..
45. Long or short: long...
46. Height: 171cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:yea
48: What do you like about yourself?: no at all
49. Piercings: 4
50. Tattoos: maybe
51. Righty or lefty: means? use right hand

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: nope
53. First piercing: f3
54. First best friend : Wong See Kai
55. First sport you joined: BasketBall
56. First vacation:Singapore_Star Cruise
58. First pair of trainers: maybe will be gwen...in future time!

RIGHT NOW
59. thinking somthing more simpler than 1+1 = : yepp
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: study physic...phy is all over my mind now..
62. Listening to: be on you-flo-rida
63. Waiting to : caleb call back..

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: erm
65. Get married?: yepp
66. Career : FAMOUS SONOGRAPHY

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: SHORTER
70. Older or younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: =.=
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yepp..damn angry
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: yepp..
82. Been arrested: of course no..
83. Turned someone down: maybe
84. Cried when someone died: ya
85. Fallen for a friend?: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: no
87. Miracles: no
88. Love at first sight: yepp
89. Heaven: yepp
90. Santa Claus: mayb
91. Kiss on the first date: nope
92. Angels: yepp

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time: NO!
95. Did you sing today?: yea=)
96. Ever cheated on somebody relationship?: yea
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go: Primary School n f3
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be?: Before Spm__a month

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:yepp
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yea..sure~~!!!

Came & GoNe~

2009-08-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

hahaha...
finished my final exam...

damn relax...
damn appetite...
damn happy..
(wat u all wan me do..can request me now^_^)

one thing behind my happiness~
WOULD I PASS MY HUMAN BIO?
argh~am dun feel wanna retake human bio...

as..

it will spend more $$...
it will drop my face...
it waste my energy as time as well...

i did revision till 6.30 a.m today....
order mcd @ 3.40a.m...
cool man...
GAIN WEIGHT LEH JOSEPHINE..LAGI COOL AHH??

^.^

KELANA PARKVIEW CONDOMINIUM, UNIT D201..
really fans of mcd...
de 1st big fans was Queenie...
haha..
she ahh~~such a cute girl although she looks cool n fashionable all de time...
lol....dun wan talk bout her laa..
keep laughing alr!!

erm..let's come back to my college stuff..
oh ya..
Many happy news for me in this moment:

a) Gonna meet up piggies..haiz...Jane not going badminton~T_T
b) I succeed book de court by my own self..no need mafan others..happy~lol..tat fellar stil rmb me..but i totaly cannot rmb how he looks like...
c) Got 2 weeks holiday in a sudden ( but.. guys~..vision gonna move to quite far there..maybe need to go back coll after 1 week..wuu~)

De comming sad n worry stuff for me:

a) I gonna miss em much when de day go back klang..Jaz,Gwen,Queenie,Ellin.....
b) My result
c) New college environment
d) h1N1....

lol...
Am miss KTV..
Am miss badminton

C u guys at klang~muacks!!

suffering~

2009-08-22T22:46:00.000-07:00

since yesterday!!
i started not feeling well...

dunnno is de mamak tea..
or maybe sth happened to me!!

hard to breathe...

damn it!!

i must recover asap...

final exam now!!!

^_^

2009-08-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

hehe...finish 2nd exam~
relax~

revise de whole nite...
with Ellin...
din slp...
5am ordered mcd...
so nice!!!

love mcd...
love myself...
love study...
i love everything beside...

yesterday...
i was so worried bout somebody...
and angry bout somebody too...
tears covered my eyes...
eyeball watery...

& suddenly!~

i realized something...

i realized that...
i must appreciate everybody beside me in every minute every second!!!

i love Laker's suddenly....
wanna rampas Kobe from Gwen d~!!

xxxxx.........

2009-08-17T05:55:00.001-07:00

2mr final....

nervous~!!!!

...

2009-08-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

刚看完钧的部落各.................
好多茹的照片........
突然..................................................
很想念她那块脸耶,
她那块嘟嘟嘴....
真的太久没看到她了....

好像捏她哦...
一看到她的话....
我一定会把她抱到呼吸困难，然后像ROTI CANAI 了我才放手!!!><
哈哈。。你小心点oh!!!
我“啄屎飞鹰”说到做到!!!

你看，你看...
为了你..
我打华语...
我又献给你我的第一次了...
哈哈哈哈...

no title~

2009-08-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

final coming~
next tuesday....
aiyor...
nervous n scare...

really miss piggies..
long long time didnt meet them...
don't know how are they now....
anyway..
hope to meet you all....
really cant wait the day.....

final coming

2009-08-10T05:07:00.000-07:00

final exam @ 17 aug til 28 aug...
must get an A...
haiz..
impossible laa...
so hard eh...
especially bio ....
sddly found that communication also vry hard...
qs confusing...

anyway~
i mz do my best on it..
wish myself good luck...!!!!

yeah~

2009-08-08T00:39:00.000-07:00

passed up physic assignment...

disturbed by somebody yday...
so fan...
kept ask me assignment qs..

hey miss,
u didnt read de qs den ask a..
do u feel that it's too over...????

we do everything by own n u ask everything..
but we all are going to get de same marks..

ok..let's count law by law...
im allow NOT to answer ur qs wan u noe?
u r over limit once i answer ur qs..

hey gurl..
be fair a bit laa..
read de qs...
und it!
everything was in sir slides...
if realy not understand only ask ppl...
ppl got eyes c wan..
we'll noe whether u got put effort on it o not wan..
if u really dunno to answer we sure will help u de...
we r not tat heartless...

n one thing..
sorry for yelled @ u yday..
that time u reali over d..
same qs ask me 2 times,summo u did ask other ppl...total up is 4 times..
moreover, it is a easy qs..
n i aso need time to do revision wan for de nx day test..
de assignment i aso need to do reference wan..
im not tat genious that can do it naturally...

behave yourself laa..haiyo~

passed my hectic week...

2009-08-08T00:19:00.000-07:00

absent wed claz...

dis week so bz la..
aiyorr..lagi food poisoning..
exhausted~

finaly finish 2nd physic test..
overall still okla...
careless in one qs..damn it!!

hate waves~
haha...nono..i love waves so much...
(in order to makes me do revision of this chap^^)

my college had a food fair @ thursday..
so bored..
waste my energy...
thursday aso is de 2nd day 4 my food poisoning..
damn tire..

me, Gwen & Queenie same group..
we sell sandwich!
geram laa~
b4 tat..they(officer) said we list down de price n pass to them..
n we go n buy ourselve..
but sddly they said they buy it..
all come in sudden..i was @ klang tat time

de things i listed was
*gaxdenia bread
*ayambrxnd tuna
*lady's chxice mayonnaise

but they bought us
*gixnt bread
*1st chxice tuna
*xxx mayonnaise (damn sweet wan)

u noe?
de gixnt bread was so hard..
so dry...
summo vry salty..
owh...
damn it!
really speechless once i reached coll

n de tuna...
grr....
worst~

anyway~ got an unforgettable memory...
kakaz..

DMI orientation

2009-07-31T04:07:00.001-07:00

hahaz...
today is de last day for DMI orientation..
altho we are just their "SUB" senior..
but im quite haappy..
coz i can went sunway lagoon with some offer price..

really unlucky la me..
early in de morning cirit birit...
suffering~
my stomach was cramp..
pain like hell...
mayb is yday i drinked less water and ate spicy food de whole day..
haiz..
i am worry tat i couldn't get myself to lagoon as i did promise them..
moreover, if im not going...
i also need to pay...
___$$$$$$___
money is important for me right now..
summo long time din go KL shopping mall d!

reach there~
owh...
stomach pain again...
go to the loo...
and buy medicine at caring..
haihz..
long time din go sunway d..
i walked a big round to go back theme park there..

overall still ok la...
Gwen is taking care of me...
hahaz...can see that and feel that...
she is so nice!!
tq~

n one thing..
we realy tot cannot wear got zip de pants..
haha..
de pants no zip n pocket takda koyak de..
i only got 2..
but i bring one here only..
haiz..
wearing so cincai to there..
like play badminton de pattern

now my stomachache ok alr...
only very tire...
2 days din sleep well..
one day sleep 2++ hrs nia..
*o*yawn~

yeah~
im going back klang dis saturday..
and go back hostel at tue nite..
hehez..

anyway..
i cannot enjoy eh..
must study for final exam...

^.^ =.="

2009-07-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

relax after bio presentation
although relax..
but i still feel regret for skipping too much topic..
and loss 4 marks..
overall still ok laa~
as long i can answer lect. question without others helping..

3 person a group..
my group..Gwen, THE POO POO n me..

mine??
actually special a bit..
as one person never involve in discussion and not even noe to find a suit pic
so, definitely only 2 person in my group..
JO & GWEN..
n tq gwen for choosing de 1st part to present..(there's long story)
haha..love her~

老天有眼啊~
THE POO POO scolded by lect.
as she is...

read from de slides..
dunno the facts..
and her bad previous attitude..
sir expose everything today..

1st time see him scold people like that..
ahaha...

this semester..
total 5 assignments and 7 presentations..
yeah~
happy that just left 2 assignment to go..

my PTPTN...
haih..
sad thing~
that's y i hate myself..
that's why im useless..
start from last week..
i swear...
i will change my attitude back to f2 time , of couse is better den it..
must got a thought to BE THE BEST IN EVERYTHING!

n one thing..

last two days..
i was having class..
she call me.. n i missed her call..
y har??i always react chi dun...
haih..
she 1st time call me to keng kai...
i mean via hp laa..
haha..
let me think back f1 n f2 time...
always chat on call..
cheh~
very hate leh..
cannot meet her ...
she's going back this weekend d..
why laa?
plan the gathering on friday!!!

i'm being neglected always...

nobody knows i got class on saturday~

i hate u!

2009-07-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

getting far from u nowaday..
dunno y am i so care bout u..
mayb im always act as an idiot..

disappointed~

hope to forget u asap..

u lie on me..

u irritate me...

i need medicine~

Hetic days~

2009-07-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

haiz..
next week really busy...
mon-test..
wed-communication presentation..
thursday-bio test..
fri-eng assignment n presentation..

i really feel nervous for my presentation..
need to present those disgusting topic...
anyway..i used to it...
change from breast larvae to myiasis...

firstly~
i thought myiasis is better than larvae breast...
but now...
myiasis is much more disgusting..

yiak~

really OMG~

my assignment still got 20+ pages to go...
haiz...
wondering why i will choose this topic...
anyway..
this topic is special from others...
i'm quite satisfied with this...
hahaz...

GOOD LUCK FOR ME....
from 13/7 till 17/7

18th birthday 2009

2009-06-27T09:48:00.001-07:00

hahahahahahahahahahazzz..
I'm 18 now...
hohoz...
this time really is a unforgettable celebration...
my housemates gave me a very big surprise...

story starts from.........

Actually, Friday got 'Communication and problem solving skills' test and pass up assignment too..
but dunno why the test had been cancel...
and they all knew it..except Neetha..
For sure that i am very worried as i haven't start my revision and assignment..

Worryyyy....
Tensionnnn..

finding de topic for assignment..
asked Sarah, Nick, Bille and Gavin opinion..
At last, i choose DREAM as my topic to persuade lect..
ohaha..

Thank u Sarah..
hahaz...i used ur propound as well..
kam siah luu...

because of de test n assignment..
i totally lost...
be in a daze ...

At first,i wondering why they all are still so relax..
they all still can dance, watch drama e.t.c
...zzZzz..
i didn't think much about them..
that time..
all in my brain is
ASSIGNMENT.....TEST.....

after that..
around 10sth..
Neetha came n ask me

"Jo, got Ms. Angle number?"
"No..hmm...(thinking)..."
"how about Diana(Ms. Angle sis) number?"
"oh ya!! i got..wait a min.."

after that, Diana replied and Neetha call lect.
from there...
i knew that de next day dun have test..
i am so happy and tell them..
jump here and there( acting like monkey)..
but their response were so cool..
not even smile..
i wondering why..curious~~

after that....
their behaviour, action really weird,.

-Jas ask me how to capture n she is trying to record the ghost..
-Punita suddenly talk bout de water bill n switch off the hall light..
-Sathya suddenly stomachache and went to buy ENO( actually went to buy lighter )
-Q ask me to accompany her to wash clothes and chasing me out from her room..T.T

everybody were so weird..
i really didn't noticed it they are going to give me a surprise as their action started become weird..
i still continue with my assignment..
that time i was thinking what should i write for the coulomb of Purpose..
think and think and think..

Finally..i know what to write..
den i 55 go back room type laa..
but suddenly..
so many ppl stand outside my room door there..
i am spending my 100% concentration on de assignment.,.
i didn't bother them...
although there was candle, birthday song..
after 10sec i only noticed they are holding de camera, de cake...

MY FEELING
paiseh and touching..
i really dunno what response to give..
so many sound around me..
"Jo, happy bday"
"Jo, i love u"
"Jo, 18yo d"
"Jo, tq for de rashes"

damn surprise man...
anyway tq u all...
really..thank u..

ohya..
I'm really surprise..
u all succeed..

actualy hor..
i failed to notice it is because..
"assignment"
"test (luckily i knew it fr Neetha earlier, if not i sure very tension de, u all failed to hush up dis^^)"
"i told you all thatv i got birthday party and invite u all, summo lu orang d told me everything bout de surprise that had planned''

and..
wanna know my feelings ask fr me..
tq Quennie and Jas (of course everyone of u all)...
the pics n videos u both took really memorable for me..

the video really...haihz...
i know de process b4 celebrating, e.t.c
kam siah..
Gwen hor...
really good i acting..

hehez..
night d..
i reaaly happy n lot on..
very miss piggies mah~
:)
Jane,Lene,Ying and Sarah came..
ohohoz..
they all change d..
Jane actualy din change much..but stil got some laa..hahaz..potong ayam punya skill sudah improve~pro!!
Lene long hair d..i mean longer den laz time..she din change..still so naughty n some funny action..
Ying change a lot..long black hair, si wen a bit liao..one thing din change is 8颗牙..hahaz..
Sarah ah...got a vry big blue-black,lene too..
Lene said, sarah more girl girl liao..for me stil okla..jz her hair long a bit jor..

hmm..
very busy yesterday...
i neglected u all..
sorry ya!!thousand apologies:(
ahaha..
piggies ate chicken wings that not really cooked..
anyway..
as long u all give me some face..
n try to finish de wings that bakar by my dad..
haiyo..
tak ada chance to talk with u all...
really cham:'(

告诉你噢~
有一个人担心着她穿长裤去bbq
哈哈`...过后呢,还好有另一个穿的比她多布..
她因为酱就放心了~
哈哈哈`~真的太好笑了~

check de photos in my fb..
n i actualy not plan to post this..
haha..received a letter today..so i decided to write dis..
hahaz..miss u so much lorh~
I got many ang pao...
sweet 18..
near 1k..
happy~

JOSEPHINE 18YO...

~.~''

2009-06-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

Finally i passed my Ob 2nd test..
& got my mark today..
quite satisfy as i totally didn't do revision..
haha..

Hoo..
I was so happy that i finished my OB assignment..
I used lots of time to do it..
But she just use 1 min to mark it..
And i really not not not satisfy with the mark she gave..
OMG~!!
So irritating!!
So sad that i got 14/20 only.. T.T

My drama...
i really will mad to talk this..
20%..
but now they still don't want to discuss..
keeping postpone..and where should i find a NURSE UNIFORM??
actually today is the date to perform..
we have no time to discuss as today having bio test..

i did revise bio till 2a.m..
but i still blank with it..
i really need time with it!!
haha..
and one thing...
Puu lost her purse yesterday..
if not i will lost my 20marks again..
n this makes me not so hate her alr..
hehe..
i seems like evil??
nonono..i really hate her..
not only me..even all my chinese roommates..

because of Puu,
so that we got permission to perform it on Mon..
She need to go report this and that and settle her cards stuff..
phew~
This week can't go back klang..
need to discuss drama..
haihz..

My hostel kitchen tile explode yesterday
.....
haih..
like booming only~
i nearly cut my foot...
hoho..SCARY~

hahahahahah

yeah~ next tue got internet alry..
no need go starbucks on9 d.
altho im having final exam for some topic..
Ejoe come back on July and i sure won't put aeroplane de!!
miss u so much laa ejoe..
wow~she's at kedah now..
so far away from me!!

Finished OB test

2009-05-28T02:42:00.000-07:00

Starbucks on9 now..
will pok kai soon..

hahahahahahahahahahahaha^^
i finished my test
feel relax....
after next week got another test..
and presentation

___DRAMA___

I'm going to act nurse...
hahaha
quite challenging...
this contain 20% eh..
i must do it as well as i can..

my assignment..
'stress management'
still left 17 sheets not filled yet..
later must find some strangers to fill it for me again..
haih...

Really hope this 3 n half year can pass faster..

&

wanna poke ear later...

AND THERE'S ANOTHER THING I WANNA SAY IS

I

MISS

PIGGIES

A LOT!!!!=.="

OB pre test T.T

2009-05-26T03:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my Organisation Behaviour pre test

i thought it is very easy..
i thought i able to answer it without any preparation..

it's totally wrong man..
only HARD,
really must use this word comment it..
:'(

i only able to answer 2 question out of 6..
only 2 question..

owh~
before pre test
lecturer gave us 10 minutes to revise 1-4th chapter..

Honestly,
that's the 1st time i do revision for OB
n i found that it's quite confusing..

So.....
in order to get a good result in the 1st exam..
i must hardworking from now onwards
THURSDAY will be my 1st exam in Vision College
it contains 10% for OB
for me,
it's really much..

Communication Skills..
English..
OB..
Biology..
full of assignment~~
i already felt stress in this 1st semester..
how about the coming semester??

I cannot play anymore..

Queenie,Gwen,Jazz,Aris...
i don't want play with you girls anymore..

Josephine..
Control yourself!!

My Hostel

2009-05-26T03:32:00.000-07:00

Finally
i get used staying at here..
last week
we really met something 'dirty'..
phew~

scary man~

in the lift,guardhouse there..
i really not dare to go out at night nowadays

my condominium here is quite high class
got Englished,American stay at here too..
some of them really handsome...^^

haiz~
the more terrible news is..
my college going to shift..
OMG!!
now i just need 3 minutes to reach there..

But,

start from July,
i must take at least 20 minutes to reach college
haiz~nvm nvm...
just thought it as exercise then i wont feel tire to walk there..

ON DIET!!

wakaka^.^

here's few of my hostel picture

1st Day online at Library

2009-05-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

Owh~
i create my own blog again n again..
It's the 3rd times..
^.^
Can't write much at here..
Just want to show you all my blog..
I'll update soon!!!..!!
See ya!!!